Lady Stardust

Soundwave is happy to let Ravage paint him. It reminds him a bit of days he would not consider 'happier', but definitely 'simpler'. He would never want to go back to those days, because he spent way too much time wondering if he'd be alive at the same time tomorrow, but there was definitely a greater focus in the present moment, rather than the past and the future and all of the steps in between. He felt very alive then, because everything was still new, and the world was so dangerous.

{The crest is all the things that Ravage said,} he tells Aletayria, {and sometimes it's nice just to let it unfurl and breathe, but it's often unsafe to do that.}

Soundwave understands exactly what Aletayria is getting at, but something seems not quite right. {He is barricaded, so I can't be sure. But his pain feels different from that of a broken spark-bond. I would not form a barrier quite so impenetrable if I believed that Ravage were still alive, or ...still Ravage.}

At the same time, via the magic of parallel processing, he has not completely diverted his attention away from Thomas. {Hello, Thomas. I'm very rare. I'm the only one of me that has ever existed, so far as I know. But because the ability that gives me most of my power can also make me incredibly weak, there may have been others. If so, they were likely destroyed when they began to manifest. I would not have survived if my mate and my brother hadn't decided I should.}

"Little energy is better than none. A panel that can do both will give more continuous energy." Tom was a science geek, always.

"No, we can't eat copper but you're right about toxins sometimes being sweet." Tom shakes his head. "Though, I think we have similar desserts. with citrus twists instead of carbon shaving."

A smile flutters through her expression. {It sounds more like our concept of a third eye. We don't let ours become visible but Ziggy does occasionally. The gold he wears on his forehead outlines its position.}

She watches as Ravage decorates Soundwave. It reminds her so much of her own child that there is a wave of love that comes through. {It's more common among humans though we wear it for important events and used to during war. Among our people we use cloth for the same.] Aletayria hears her cousin in her mind talking about cultural exchange. That was always Tommy's way to think of culture. {Wait here for a minute.}

She disappears into the house and a few moments comes back with long sheet of rusty red fabric with brilliant turquoise patterning. The fabric is shear, shimmers, and weighs almost nothing but is incredibly durable and designed to withstand the high winds, blowing sand and cold of Anthea. She offers it to Ravage. {This is what we'd use. Everyone develops their own taste in color, pattern and how it is wrapped. It's so unique you can tell us apart if you learn them.}

She nods to the concept of going out. {We can but I'm enjoying having company here too.}

She sighs at Soundwave. {He thought his failure caused us all to die, including his family. It's only one of many traumas Earth leveraged on him.}

When they start talking about what they do Tommy gently gives his cousin a mental push. Though the Nexus is different there is enough here to consider this a first contact situation. His old life, before the war, comes back when this was what he did. The first contact with humans long ago was playing over in his mind.

Tommy listens quietly while observing them. His eyes barely move from Soundwave. The Anthean's eyes move to Tom and the very corner of his lips turn down. {You're like our hybrids. They've been hunted when discovered.}

Soundwave might pick up on the imagine in Tommy's mind, one he got From Aletayria. It's the moment Tom punched Aletayria's fatehr in the mouth for refusing to help Ziggy because he was a hybrid. The memory is strong, even if it isn't his.

Laserbeak grins. {More energy is always better,} she agrees. {Can you fly with anything here? We could go flying together.}

{I'd rather stay here. Look how much fun Soundwave's having just not being all cooped up in his own head.}

Ravage grins and takes the fabric. {Can I? Show me how. I don't understand why you'd hide the third eye among yourselves, is it rude and messy and dangerous, like having your interface panels open when they're not in use? It isn't rude at all for him to show his crest, it's just that he's already so sensitive.}

Soundwave grins at Tommy and then at Tom. {Deceitful, greedy, bloody-minded rulers never like having people around who can see through their lies. I'm glad Tom did that. Everyone who needs help should get it.}

Aletayria's comment distresses him, though he doesn't let it show on his face. He wouldn't want Tommy, who is clearly impossibly strong to have survived such pain, to think that he pities him. {If I thought Ravi had died, and I managed to live, there wouldn't be much of me left. I saw an alternate of me like that in the Nexus. He terrified Ravi.}

There's instant child like joy at the mention of flying. "I have an F22-Raptor in the back. I'd need a few minutes to change into flight gear."

He pets her head again provided she shows no sign of refusal. "Do you want to see it?"

{I agree.} She didn't need to look at Tom to feel the surge of excitement related to flying. Maybe a bird was the best type of friend for him?

{It's not actually an eye but a space where we are sensitive and our mental abilities coalesce. It's an intimate touch regulated to lovers and family, including found family.} She explains. {If you have sensors in your hands, I can show you.}

She wasn't sure whether to call them hands or paws because of Ravage's form but hands seemed to impart more respect in some way. She then turns to the fabric and helps Ravage spread out the fabric.

[Usually Anthean women place the fabric so that it accentuates the body parts they want to be noticed. You'd wrap to frame those parts with the fabric.}

She looks between the fabric and the Decepticon. {I usually wear mine to show off my eyes, and now my hair though my species doesn't have hair.}

She turns to Soundwave and puts a gentle hand on his forearm. {I have a ship out to bring her to me. It's a surprise for him, perhaps at the celebration for Zayda so the pain is not so acute.}

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Tommy wonders how much he should say. His own Xenophobia crashed hard into Tom's presence being acceptable. It also conflicted with his affection or whatever he had for Mary Lou.

It takes a moment before he turns his attention from Tom back to Soundwave. Deep beneath the surface there's anxiety but he's still calm and impassive in appearance. {Antheans view Humans as inferior and suitable only for pets. We were an advanced civilization and visited them when the species was an infant.}

Tommy is very slowly getting closer to the others but it's slow progress. {It's especially offensive now that we're rare since the belief is that hybrids are sterile though none have tried to breed. Aletayria's father was disgusted by the hybrid and refused to help it survive.}

And Tom had showed his human aggression in response. Tommy has a pleased feeling inside at the idea of what they considered an animal putting the man in the medical facilities and in his place. However that fades.

{When the governments still existed they wished there were more like me.}

Laserbeak leans into the petting.

"Yes go!" she actually says aloud when Tom thinks of the Raptor, doing a little birdy bounce on her toes and spreading out her wings. {Looks like jetling--seekerspark! And you can see how I fly!}

{It's so much fun to see them having fun too,} Ravage says, grinning. The sight of Tom and Laserbeak rushing off to do aerial mischief is endearing, and his little sister can always use more friends. And Soundwave just sitting outside, under the stars, completely open to everyone around him and enjoying the mental closeness is utterly precious.

{As far as the third-eye, only if you want to show me,} Ravage says gently, handling the fabric with reverence. {I do have sensory nodes in my palms and fingertips, under the claws. But only if you want to show me. We met very recently, if you think of us as family, I'm very honoured.}

He looks down at the fabric. {It's really okay, for me to put this on?} Watching her to make sure that she really doesn't mind--it's a personal thing after all--he winds it around his hips, where he likes to wear strings of beads sometimes, like a loose, short kilt, with the long end trailing up over his shoulder like a cape, then spreads the beads out over it, adding a string of turquoise ones.

It's not as feminine a look as one might think, but it makes him look like a dancer. {If you'd like to see a wild cybercat dance, I can show you,} Ravage suggests impishly. {Soundwave can play the music.}

Soundwave is paying attention to all of his conversations, but at the same time, there is no way he is not watching Ravage wind that drapery around his hips and shoulders, fiddling with his beads, because that is a sight to behold, and yes, if Aletayria wants to see that cat dance of his, Soundwave will never, ever get tired of watching it.

"I absolutely can," Soundwave says out loud. "You look spectacular," he tells Ravage. It's kind of funny, he thinks. Humans wear clothes all the time and it's supposed to be sexy when they take them off. Although Cybertronians keep their intimate parts hidden away for safety behind strong panels, they only wear capes, drapes and jewellery on special occasions, and just as Aletayria said, use it to call attention to the parts of their bodies they want people to look at.

He smiles at Aletayria, a little wryly.

{Have you considered that as wonderful a surprise as his wife coming back will be, it might be a little difficult for them to have their reunion in front of us all, when they've been apart so long and she won't know so many of us?} Soundwave suggests, as gently as possible.

{They're your family and I know you know them better than I do. But when I came back to Ravage after being locked in my alt-mode on Earth for all those years, all I wanted in those first few days was just to be alone with him and bury myself in his field and his spark.}

Meanwhile he's carrying on this conversation with Tommy, who is not supposed to know about the surprise. It's a good thing he used to be a Decepticon spymaster.

{That's the thing about governments. They're scared of people with power until they remember how useful we are.} Soundwave sighs, thinking about Shockwave. {When we first saw Earth there were no humans there, only their precursors. It took us a very long time to acknowledge humans as sapients, too. And even though Ravi is just as intelligent and sapient and wise and creative as any of my people, they thought less of him as well, because of the way he was made. So when I was cast out of my family, and my brother couldn't stop them, he was the only one of them who was grateful to Ravi for putting me back together. He supported our revolution and they broke him for it. I wish you could have met him when he was still himself. Tom's reaction reminds me of the way Shockwave reacted when he found out how people were treating my Ravi.}

"I'll be right back." Tom disappears in the house and comes back out about 10 minutes later dressed in full gear. He'd need it. He gives Laserbeak another pat to encourage her to join him.

Aletayria watches him taxi the jet out on to the street in front of the house wide eyed and shaking her head. Of course he was going to use any excuse to get into the air.

It takes some time before he is ready and can get airborne, counting on the bird to follow. He does switch his comm system to broad range send and receive. If it is a spy drone it should be on one of the bandwidths or at least beable to monitor and adjust to his signal.

{It is good that we can bring each other happiness and security.} All of them. Even as wary as Thomas was, she could see his curiosity.

She contemplates the idea of sharing her mind and then nods. {In the honor of friendship I would be willing to but you'll be in my mind while we are connected. I'm sure Soundwave will watch over us.}

She would not pressure either way but Tom taught her long ago that sometimes you have to just jump into things to bridge between species. That and she didn't think any harm would come to her from the interaction.

She places her hand on the fabric now wrapped around Ravage. {Keep it. It suits you and I can make more.}

Her attention comes back to Soundwave though her eyes divert briefly to Thomas. {The large group is why I would do it. He will come out when there are one or two but it takes effort for him to be in large groups. I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't hide in my ship for most of the day.} She pauses and adds very quietly. {I also suspect that a birthing rite will remind him of his own children. He doesn't need to weather that alone. If she isn't here, I'm afraid he will try to.}

Tommy stops again after transversing about half the distance between the porch and where Soundwave sat. There he stands with unfocused eyes though his mind is hyper focused. He's seeing things in this place, those that were here before them. It's a problem Tommy has constantly. It takes several moments before his mind addresses the comments.

{It's more than that, more than xenophobia.} Though Tommy would not deny his general dislike of most other beings and distrust too. {Humans, and other sentient beings, make us mentally and physically ill with their thoughts and behaviors. The way they amplify negativity and darker emotions can... does.. injure us.}

He'd been there when human excess and self depressing behavior swallowed him, made him forget and nearly took away his sense of self. Maybe it did take it away? Thoughts of his meltdown and locking himself in a room to scream when he couldn't take it any more linger in his present mind.

{The aggressive and darker mindsets of others can be like a disease to us.} That was the best description. Tommy even saw it eating away at Ziggy though, Tom didn't have that effect and the Anthean had no reason why he didn't. It was a mystery.

{Beings do break their own. Sometimes more than outsiders do.}

Laserbeak leans into the pat, whistles, and follows Tom into the air joyfully. She can absolutely open up her comms to him. And she can match his speed, though if they go very far at the full speed of an F-10, she's going to want a lot of energon when they land. Not that she cares about that right now.

==flyflyfunflyflyfast!!!=

{If it's like spark-merging, I shouldn't,} Ravage thinks tentatively to Aletayria. {That's something I only do with Soundwave. Our closest friends my see our sparks, but only bound lovers will merge. When we had a more open relationship than we currently do, that was our limit, and it will always be our limit.}

He is, however, ecstatic about being told to keep the drape. {Thank you so much!} He may even be twirling around in it a bit. It could potentially even show up at future peace talks, though when they first demand to negotiate with the Autobots, he'll be wearing his wedding cape, because that is the freaking Necrobot cape, and it will make an impression on dear sweet Orion.

{I can already tell I didn't bring enough energon,} Soundwave muses as he watches the bird and the birdman fly off, then returns to his conversation with Aletayria.

{I bow, as I said, to your superior judgement, Aletayria. Just don't be surprised if Tommy and his mate both disappear together from the ceremony. The birthing rite may be equally hard on her, and I would not be surprised if they seek immediate union.}

Soundwave grins at her. {And thank you for giving him the drapery. I have a feeling my enthusiastic appreciation of it may have played some small part in that decision. It does accentuate his perfect loveliness in new and intriguing ways.}

Soundwave doesn't dwell on or broadcast his lustful feelings regarding his mate, but he also doesn't think that Aletayria is completely unaware of them, being a telepath and empath herself. And it's an important part of a successful marriage, after all.

{If the third-eye ritual is communication between self and other, but does not cause merging of self and other, I will consent to Ravage performing it and agree to stand guard. But when Ravage and I merge sparks, we completely perfuse one another.

{It's the most intimate form of love-making among our species, and it's the first intimacy we sought in one another, so I must insist that no complete merge can occur. That is far more important to me than whether he rides on somebody else's spike--though I confess I would not like that, either.}

He chuckles a little; he knows Aletayria has no intention whatsoever to trespass upon their conjunction, he just wanted to make sure she knew where the boundaries were.

Soundwave wonders what Tommy is seeing. When he returns to the conversation, though, Soundwave nods in sympathy. {That's part of the reason I wear so much protective headgear. The thoughts of the other members of my species are often uncomfortably violent, and despair can be contagious. I don't think they affect me to the degree that they do you, but I really don't want to experience them. I was third in command of Lord Megatron's fleet, serving on his flagship as communications officer; the only way I could stay sane was to keep my mind in the network when I wasn't safe in my berth with Ravi.}

Surely she could hear him laughing through the comm as he guided the jet into a steep climb. The F-22 could easily hit 1500 mph but this one had been tweaked with Anthean gravity based propulsion which allowed it to creep nearly to Mach-3.

"How fast can you go?" He didn't want to leave her behind, or be left behind himself. Alien technology had always surprised him with its complexity and speed.

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Aletayria watches the two shooting up into the sky. {He is going to come back with an adrenaline high.}

She is still glad that they had gone. She nods to Soundwave's theory. {That is the hope. My species doesn't do well in isolation. She's always had a way with him and he could use the attention of his own species after being trapped among humans for so long.}

Yes, she was saying her cousin needed to get laid by his wife in polite terms. She had nothing particular against humans but she knows he suffered from that kind of isolation. With any luck maybe another child would join the family in the near future.

And she doesn't need telepathy or empathy to know lusty and affectionate thoughts accompanied those sorts of comments. It was probably the use of the word lovely which Tom used too.

{I'm glad he likes it. I plan to make more if you want another, Ravage.}

She pauses to think over the concerns from the pair and figures and explanation may be better than assuming anything. Then they could make an informed decision.

{It is more like mental cuddling. It can be friends, families, or lovers. In general, it lets you feel my mind with less barriers and, if you wanted, see or share memories.} She turns to Soundwave's concerns. {My species does something similar with time. Our minds connect like a shared dream and it often accompanies physical passion. We can hear and feel each other for hours after, at great distance. Eventually it becomes permanent. Most Antheans don't bond with more than one other this way unless their partner dies.} Her eyes turn up toward the sky and lock onto the two disappearing into the clouds. {My mind is already bound. It would be difficult for another to form given the strength of the one I have.}

She had spent so long in Tom's mind now, 15 human years maybe, that bond would not give way to any others for a long time hopefully.

Tommy takes a moment to truly focus on Soundwave. His presence is calm, quiet, cold, and distant like standing in a barren desert.

{I isolated myself from them.} It didn't save him particularly since the person living in his space had her own darkness, but it had to be better than the general public. He's curious about the headgear and turns his eyes toward it.

He's not scientific, by Anthean standards, but as humans had mentioned more than once.. his scientific knowledge seemed vast for not being a scientist. {I found the same insanity among humans. I want to look at it.}

He's talking about the pieces that Soundwave had taken off. Tommy assumed they were thought of like clothing if he took them off.

=howfastsafeyou?=

=Icangomoon :BUT: insuff-fuel=

=go >1000mph ->must Embassy->morefuel=

{Yep. They sure are. I just commed LB and told her to go by the Embassy and pick up more fuel if she runs herself out. We didn't bring enough for her to race with him.} Ravage shakes his head. Laserbeak is always The Most Enthusiastic.

He strokes the cloth a little reverently. {Thank you,} he says, and hugs her. {I would like that, but only if you can spare the materials. I know they don't have cloth like this here.}

Soundwave and he have reached a decision. {If it's like cuddling, that's all right then. We hold and cuddle our family and friends. We just don't interface them. Interface is just for us. But I think you and Tom are the same.}